The magic has faded
Laughter has melted in time
Rusty squeaks fill expanse
Slowly turning and burning
The paint has chipped
And floats like leaves of fall
Towards the lonely sands
Where children once played
And memories were created
Now abandoned, all alone
This ancient unbreakable joy
Nothing more than welded metal
Once spun like a galvanized top
Only rotates with the earth
Brownish gray shoves through red
To created a saddened sense
It once belonged
Now to only be forgotten

Memories I Want ReLived

I have never been so loved in my entire life,
Loved so much even colors of the rainbow danced
The kind of love that one can only dream
It was real, I was truly blessed for awhile
But I didn’t truly appreciate it until he was gone
And now that he has faded from my life,
I love him more than he can even imagine
I love you Doty even to this day my friend :)
He was always listening,
Always responding sweetly
Always loving me so incredibly!
I never understood then,
I didn’t comprehend the depth of his love
Although I know NOW; now that he has left
Now, after all chances seem gone
Thank you for my Christmas Present I love it too
Why couldn’t I see his devotion?
Life was harmonious when he was mine
Memories of him burn within my heart.
The way things could have been…
Could I do everything again, I would!
I would do anything, give everything
I would love him more purely than he loved me
I wrote this in Aug. even though I told you otherwise
The glow that burned within me has dimmed,
But please, I want you to know its still burning fiercely!
What we had was strong, however it was cut short,
I will be forever scarred if I don’t try.
Give me the opportunity to love you again
The brightness of day can not show how I want you
Will I ever get the chance to prove my love?